queerest thing about tonight is that at any point of time, had any little thing happen in a way different from which it did, the night wouldn't have been what it was.

maybe nigel liked guilingao, and stayed back to eat

maybe i smiled when wanting turned around, so she wouldnt have thought i was emo, and we wouldnt have hesitated so much

maybe claire decided to catch up with wanting

maybe claire's mom didnt go to her friend's place

maybe chanel's mom didnt cook, somehow

maybe anna knew geoffrey, so she would have talked about x, y, z with us

but the night was what it was.