the ascent of stan, playing in the background. i see a swirling storm of snow. what a blissfully happy and sad day.

i received the best valentine's day present ever. i said hey to damien. on lah is more on than ever before. im alive.

i waited for jon in the canteen. i wisted. im overwhelmed by the oncoming tide. do i have a life? haha. kat thinks my eyes sad? are they?

and i still think about what jon said last night. dammit. dammit. dammit.

talktalktalktalktalk, i still want to.