sigh hah. that sigh.. this is so. melodramatic. but im not even trying here. oh sue me. it's not working is it? i just wish there was someone about. but i guess it's my fault, as usual. and thing is, i wouldnt even say that i dont love myself. im proud of me, i dont suffer fools gladly either. it's a kind of defiance, really. i dont know whether to say i rather not be me, but there's just so much, so much..
you know what? im totally confused too. i dont want to think about anything already. i just want to be with you whoever you are.